Move the Fences

  

                 Rocky Mountain National Park, Tundra Overlook by Fr Matt

Jesus wasn’t in the jolliest of places when the necessity to feed five thousand people and heal their sick was dumped in his lap. His great mentor, John the Baptist, had just been decapitated by Herod. Think about it, if your great friend and mentor just had his head lopped off by a cruel dictator, how do you think you’d feel?

Jesus just wants to be alone. He gets into a boat and goes away by himself. He doesn’t even take Peter and James and John with him. Sometimes you just have to shut off the noise of the world. The trouble is, the noise doesn’t want to be shut off. Need and sickness and hunger follow Jesus and don’t even allow him time to be sad and process.

So what does he do? He summons up his compassion, and he meets their needs. Even while grieving—and we have to believe that Jesus grieved—it turns out he had enough love in him to get the job done.

The disciples' reaction to the crowd was one of anxiety. There a saying that "Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it with the handle of anxiety or the handle of faith." Jesus approached the problem with the handle of faith. Once Jesus started to act confidently, telling the apostles to start handing out the five loaves and two fishes, the apostles, and it seems everyone else, caught the spirit and started

Feeding the crowds that Jesus found his grief fading away. We always feel better, whether we are grief-stricken or in whatever way focusing on ourselves, when we go out to others.

A man's wife had died. He was beside himself. He took flowers to her grave every day. He consulted a priest-therapist who counseled him for three months. One day the priest saw the flowers the man had brought to his session and the priest said, "Today, I don't want you to go to place those flowers on your wife's grave. I want you to go to St. John's Hospital down the block and go into each room and give a flower to the patient you find there." The next week the man came to his session in an elated state. "I had a wonderful time giving those flowers away. Those people appreciated them so much and I made so many friends. I can't stay today for my session since I'm going back to visit the new friends I met."

I'm sure Jesus didn't refuse anyone in that crowd from eating, he didn't exclude anyone.

Many years ago, there was a woman who lived in a small village in France. Trained as a nurse, she devoted her life to caring for the sick and needy. After many years of kind and selfless service to the village's families, the woman died. She had no family of her own, so the townsfolk planned a beautiful funeral for her, a fitting tribute to the woman to whom so many owed their lives. The parish priest, however, pointed out that, because she was a Protestant, she could not be buried in the town's Catholic cemetery. The villagers protested, but the priest held firm. It was not easy for the priest either, because he too had been cared for by the woman during a serious illness. But the canons of the Church were very clear; she would have to buried outside the fence of the cemetery. The day of the funeral arrived, and the whole village accompanied the woman's casket to the cemetery, where she was buried--outside the fence. But that night, a group of villagers, armed with shovels, sneaked into the cemetery. They then quietly set to work--moving the fence. 

More astounding than Jesus' feeding of the crowds with a few pieces of bread and fish is Jesus' transforming the crowd into a community, a community united in their need for one another, in the bread they share, in the love of Christ who has brought them together. Christ empowers each one of us to perform our own miracles of creating community when we "move the fences" to include outsiders.

 

Lord, I pray for all my Sonshine Friends that we pick up our shovels and move the fences of prejudice and judgement and welcome the rejected and forgotten to our tables, when we give of what little we have, joyfully and gratefully, for the sake of others, when we welcome one another as we would welcome Jesus.

 

The Pearl of Wisdom

                                Multnomah Falls, Oregon by Fr. Matt
  

Jesus describes a merchant on a lifelong search for fine pearls. He isn't looking for ordinary trinkets. He seeks something of absolute, undeniable excellence. When he finally locks eyes on the one, matchless pearl, his world stands still. Words fail to capture his sudden, overwhelming joy. He instantly sells everything he owns to possess it. This merchant represents each of us searching for purpose, truth, and the wisdom of the Gospel. Just as a physical jewel adds elegance to the one who wears it, the pearl of divine wisdom beautifies the human soul.

 

Look at how this spiritual search mirrors our everyday experiences. My hobby is landscape photography and I enjoy traveling to national parks searching for that stunning image. In the Fall of 2024, I researched waterfalls and flew to Portland, Oregon to capture the iconic Multnomah Falls. It is a towering 620 feet of rushing water, split by the historic Benson Bridge. Most people rush up the steep, exhausting 1.2-mile switchback trail to the very top. But the true seeker slows down, waiting and searching for a completely unique perspective. Suddenly, from a quiet vantage point below, everything aligns perfectly. The upper falls, the lower falls, and the bridge appear perfectly framed by the delicate pink blossoms of springtime cherry trees. In that breathless, unrepeatable second, time stops. It feels entirely holy. You didn't build the canyon, sculpt the water, or force the trees to bloom. They simply exist in effortless, unearned perfection. This is the precise feeling Jesus describes—the sudden realization that you are standing in the presence of something completely priceless.

 

Apply this truth to the simple routines of your week. The profound wisdom of the Gospel is rarely found in loud, dramatic spectacles. Instead, it hides in our ordinary, everyday lives.

• It is found when you pause to fully listen to a friend who is hurting.
• It is found when you choose patience and offer a genuine smile to the cashier or fellow shoppers in a stressful grocery line.
• It is found when you look at your family or a sunset and feel a sudden wave of unprompted gratitude.

·       It is found when you start your day by having your morning coffee or tea in silence before looking at your IPhone, reflecting on the beauty of the morning. 

 

 

A pearl forms quietly in the deep, dark ocean, completely independent of human effort. It does not need to be cut, polished, or altered by human hands—it is beautiful just as it is. In the exact same way, God’s grace is a free, flawless gift that requires no human striving.

Jesus tells this story to remind us that absolutely nothing in this world surpasses the gift of being a part of God’s kingdom. No career accomplishment, no material possession, and no human relationship can ever compare to being woven into God’s eternal plan. When we actively tune our hearts to the promptings of the Holy Spirit, we begin to notice these priceless treasures scattered throughout our ordinary days.

 

Lord, I pray for all my Sonshine Friends to quiet thier mind so we can truly listen. Let your love and comfort flow through our words and our silence. Creator, thank you for this breath, this view, and this life. Keep our hearts awake to your goodness in the ordinary.

 

 

Wheat & Weeds

  

So this guy sowed his wheat. His enemies come, sow the weeds. It’s messing with him. I think that at different times in our lives, we all have people messing with us, and so what’s this Sunday’s gospel story  about?

We think of the wheat as the good people, and we think of the weeds as the bad people. However, another way of looking at this parable is that the wheat is the good actions of our lives. The weeds, when we are not at our best are our actions that are suspect. The weeds are the careless, selfish behaviors in our lives, of which we all have that.

One of the great humbling challenges of our lives is to see the good and not-so-good in ourselves and to recognize that it exists in us. Yes, it exists in other people but we all struggle with these weeds.

If we look at the parable in this way, then we might ask ourselves which parts of our lives need to be bundled up and burnt, and that can be very humbling, but the reality is that if we take a good hard honest look at ourselves, we realize, “I’m better than that and need to let go of that nasty bad habit.” This can be liberating because there might be parts of our life that you wish you could bundle up and burn and disposed of, and be more like the person God created you to be.

Yes, sometimes we are the good guy, and other people are messing with us. But sometimes we are messing with ourselves. We are sowing weeds in our own field. We are sowing weeds among our own wheat. And I think the challenge of this gospel is to recognize that.

Here are examples, when we are messing with ourselves and making excuses for this poor behavior.

Stealing at self-checkout like mislabeling produce or forgetting to scan items, lying about a child’s age to get a discount, skipping out on tipping a server for good service, fabricating an illness or emergency to get out of a work commitment, or work shift or project deadline. Filing false insurance claims to pad payouts, disregarding the environment by tossing litter out of a car window, holding onto a friends’ loan item indefinitely when you know they want it back, sharing streaming service passwords with family and friends outside your household contrary to terms of service, accepting too much change from cashier or getting the wrong item in a drive-thru and not correcting the mistake, cutting in line at traffic merges or crowed event venues, taking up designated handicap space without a permit, leaving a shopping cart in the middle of an empty parking space instead of returning it, taking credit for coworker’s idea, using office supplies for personal use, padding worksheets by logging hours not worked, using AI tools or online answers to complete academic assignments, gossiping maliciously to damage a colleague’s or parishioner’s reputation.

Lord, I pray for all my Sonshine Friends that we realize the Master Gardener created us to be good, honest, and compassionate people. When the weeds of life begin to take over our garden, give us the humility to throw them in the trash and remove the hate, vengeance, arrogance that separates us from your love from our hearts. Help us to see a shared humanity as you see it. For this and for all you see we need, we ask in your holy name.

 

3 Secrets to Being a Christian

  

                                                    Cutting Hay on Fr. Matt's Farm

Jesus has given us the greatest news in the world. Christmas: God is with you and loves you. Good Friday: Jesus forgives you, and makes you right with God. Easter: Jesus was raised, and he will raise us too. And now he's sending you and me into the world to share that good news. That's the mission God has for his people. The mission God has for you.

I invite you to take three simple steps. First, step from self-centered thinking to other-centered thinking. This is the step that's probably the toughest one of all; to start thinking about the spiritual needs of other people as much or more as you think about your own spiritual needs. You have the best news in the world. Do you consider whether the people around you know that good news? Asking God to show us their needs and how we can be of service. How he can use us to offer them hope and grace and love and life. To think less about ourselves and more about other people. 

The second step would then go from being a here-and-now thinker to an eternal thinker. So much of what we spend our time on energy on, is stuff that's just going to fade away; it's temporary. Houses are temporary. God has made you for a higher purpose. Hairlines, waistlines, wrinkles, all temporary. Focus on what's eternal; what doesn't fade away. Don't settle for temporary things.

A friend learned that very plainly when his dad died. His family spent time finishing up all the will and estate stuff and all the legalities that go with death; settling all the loose ends of dad's estate. And then they set aside time on one Saturday to clean out dad's closet; a lifetime of clothes and papers and stuff. Most of the stuff went to one of two places. Some of it got stacked up on the street to be picked up by trashmen and carried to a landfill. The rest got loaded up and taken to the Salvation Army. When they arrived there, the Salvation Army was so overwhelmed by people dropping off stuff that hundreds, maybe thousands of boxes of clothes were sitting out in the parking lot as far as the eye could see. It began to rain. And the temporary things that people had worked so hard to accumulate over the years sat there getting saturated in the rain and boxes in a parking lot. Don't waste your life seeking things that are temporary. Things that will end up in a landfill or in a pile in a parking lot because nobody else wants it. Become a Christian whose life is focused solely on the eternal. 

The third step would be shifting from excuses to finding your own way to fulfill your mission. Every person I ever met has a good excuse. Some of us have lots of them. In the bible, Sarah was too old. Martha was worried too much. Moses stuttered. David was an adulterer. Peter was a hothead. But God uses all his people. And he always provides a way. When you step out to fulfill your mission, God will provide the way. But you must step out. Moses raised his arms and God parted the Red Sea. A little boy offered 5 loaves and 2 fish and God fed 5,000 people with 12 baskets left over.

God has made you for a higher purpose. He has a mission for your life. You were made to share life-changing news. But I do need to warn you, it will cost you. You're going to stop doing some things that you're doing because they're just good, but they're not great. You'll use your time and your thoughts differently than you presently do. You'll be focused on God and the eternal. You'll manage your money differently because you'll use your resources to fulfill the mission of sharing the good news. And you'll think about other people around you in a whole new loving way. But best of all, you will experience the blessing of God in ways you cannot even begin to imagine right now.

Lord, I pray for all my Sonshine Friends that they will experience your blessing in ways that few people ever will because you have stepped forward to fulfill the mission for which God made you.