My Mother taught me many prayers and this one is one of my favorites. I was about six years old at the time. I was sitting outside on a block of concrete, and I was crying. I don’t even know why. I was just crying and crying. My Mother came along and said, “What’s the matter?” I said, “Nothing, leave me alone!” She did - and then I really started crying!
About 15 minutes later she came back
and sat beside me. “You know,” she said, “I have to tell you something. There
are going to be a lot of times in your life when you are going to cry, and you
won’t know why. You won’t understand and neither will anyone else.
Then, she said she was going to teach
me a prayer for the times when I was crying and didn’t know why. She made me
get off the cement block and stand up. She said, “Now, put your arms around
yourself. “I did but it wasn’t good enough.
“You’re just folding your arms” she
said. “Put them all the way around yourself. Cuddle your body. Hold yourself
the way you would hold baby in your arms.
“Now, after you have a real good hold of yourself, close your eyes and begin to rock yourself. Rock yourself real good, the way you would a baby, and just keep doing it. When you grow up, no matter how old you are, and you are crying and you don’t know why, I want you to rock yourself just like this. As you do it, remember that you are God’s little child, and that God understands why you are crying even if no one else does. And, remember, too, that God holds you close just the way you are holding yourself because God loves you very much. Then just keep rocking yourself and be comforted.”
Isn’t that a good prayer? I still say
it today when I feel bad. I recommend it for you, too. Just stand wherever you
are - in the kitchen, in the bathroom or outside in the barn - and wrap your
arms around yourself, tight as you can and rock yourself.
Before long you’ll be able to feel God
holding you in the same way you are holding yourself, and you’ll be comforted
the way you were comforted as a child when your mother held you in her arms and
rocked you. God understands why you are crying, even if no one else
does.
